Thursday, 24 January 2013

Grateful for Square Eyes

I am grateful for the heartache, headaches and hilarity in our daily lives. Sometimes (especially with teenagers) it isn't easy but it is still enriching and worth every minute.

I have lived through the deepest sadness of losing a child.I know God had a reason, I am still working that one out. I am grateful for her brief life, though it wasn't the joy we all imagine when we first see those two little lines.

I am grateful for my two little boys (and the bigger one).I find that the hardest part is looking at my little boys wondering would they be here if my little girl was.

I am grateful IVF gave us the chance to 'birth' living children. Sadly not everyone can share the joys children bring.
 
Playing a trick on me ... Joel comes to announce Sam has square eyes from to much TV, then says BIG YELLOW square eyes ...I paid no attention ...then he lead 'blind' Sam to me !
I am grateful for my children because they give me a reason to clean smile, laugh, live and play (and bake gingerbread people). 


I pray the 'great' 'full' ness doesn't diminish and on days when I feel jaded I can focus on all these grateful things.

I am grateful that no matter how bad things seem and when they press all my buttons and I lose my cool -  my precious children are forgiving and still kiss & hug me goodnight.



(The 5 drops from the other day ...they rushed out with umbrellas to dance in the rain. Yesterday, we got 18mm)

 I am most grateful for the 18mm rain we got last night and hopefully it will be followed by more rain.

This year I'm trying to consciously seek out moments of grateful, be it the mundane or a little bit of magic in my own life .

What are you grateful for today ?

 

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Beautiful post Trish. Thank you for allowing us to be part of your extraordinary journey xx
Today, I think I'm grateful for my blog and the blogs of others. I'm grateful for social media in general. I think it keeps me (kind of) sane :)
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So true Cathy. I saw something on FB last night about the Internet. It keeps me sane too.
What a touching post. Thanks for sharing your journey- and your beautiful 'blind' son!!!
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They seriously keep me on my toes with their humour.
I love them with square eyes! What funny little fellas.
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They even cut them down to fit LOL. They are funny and cute ...lucky because they make a lot of mess being funny.
They even cut them down to fit LOL. They are funny and cute ...lucky because they make a lot of mess being funny.
I am also grateful for my brood of funny and quirky boys. There is nothing better for the soul than to laugh out loud at their antics :)
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Thank you Melissa
Kids are hard work, but there are always moments that bring you down to earth and smile with pure wonderment and joy. I am so happy for you that you got to experience that. I could think of no one more deserving :)
I was grateful today that the kids were angels when we went shopping at Target, and no one saw me take Isabel for a wee mid shopping in the back carpark!! #thank god for small town country target!!
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Thanks Alicia ...been there with little ones who can't wait.
OMG that's so cute! My boys are going through a 'prank' phase. Except they don't really get what a prank is. So if they get something wrong or fall over or lose something - their go-to response "That was a prank".
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Hi, thank you so much for linking up! What you have written is so beautiful. Its so hard being a mum but so warming also! Lovely to meet you. Hope to see you regularly . Much love Leigh xxxx
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What beautiful words Trish and I bet your fellows, and your angel, know exactly how much they are loved. I agree that after the hardest day cleaning, disciplining, refereeing and listening to whines the before bed hug melts everything away. x
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What a lovely post Trish! There are plenty of things to be grateful for, when you look for them.

Today I am grateful that I live in such a great country, and can celebrate that fact freely with my family.
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Lovely list of gratefuls Trish, and don't your boys have a great sense of humour? - too cute!
I love Joel and Sam's square eyes joke Trish, I bet they thought it was hilarious!
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Your boys look totally gorgeous - and I love the honesty of your post.

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So much love for forgiving children, Trish. And so much love to you and to all the mums who are no longer able to hug their child. x
PS - LOVELY to see you on the Grateful list this week. x
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Oh that is just so very cute. Your boys are gorgeously cheeky Trish and are SO going to keep you on your toes! I don't even want to imagine the loss you have felt, to even slightly think about it floors me. But like you say, thank goodness for gingerbread men, a splash of rain and the rain to be an awesome mum to twins!!! Sometimes it's the small things that get us through xx Em
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